Birthday Blues.

How many days before I turn 15? Not too many really, around 10 I suppose. Should I be happy? I dont know either. The week after perio seems to be more of a hell week actually, we only had two longtests this week. But really, there's still the english take home lt, english board game, str group methodology papers, physics and math long tests and filipino poems all due the week after perio. And I don't really like this quarter's schedule. Bio and math together on thursday, the two subjects I happen to perform worst.

And what makes things worse for me? I've only had my birthday on a school day once or twice before. I guess my school found the Lady of the Rosary feastday as a Catholic holiday, therefore they cancelled classes. That changed in my latter gradeschool years. As for when I entered Pisay, my birthday always happened to be on the weekend.

So basically, I will be celebrating my birthday on a Tuesday, but on the same day there will be 2 long tests and 2 due dates. And I thought it would be better since perio would be over by then. Guess this proved me wrong. I can't make libre on my birthday because my classmates and myself will probably be cramming str or physics during lunch time. Though this might not be the way I imagined myself spending my birthday, I have no choice. It's just sad really, and the long test schedule might change (I hope). Don't do anything to me for not making libre, I'll try on another day. But please, give me a break. Hell week, in my opinion, is just coming. Potassium's hell day happens to be on my birthday.

And right now, I'm not looking forward to my birthday. I dont want October 7 to come any soon. I dont like the schedule. And I never wanted a supposedly special day for me to be a hell day. D: